sometimes i get this really bizarre guilt when i am irl attracted to a guy, or when i have nice thoughts about what being in a relationship with a guy might be like, and the thought behind it is that i must not be queer enough, i’m probably letting people down, i must have been lying those times i was feverishly whole-body attracted to girls

it’s so fucked up

biphobia would be a lot easier to deal with if it weren’t also inside my own goddamn head